Fucktard.

I'm just depressed. Life is hard right now. I want it to go away. One step , one day at a time.
Breath.
Talk to my higher power, my sponsor, go to meetings. It's all I can manage. I have to look for a job, like, in serious earnestness. HATE it.
Hating life right now.
don't know what i would do without my sponsor. She makes me laugh.
*sigh*