I forgot it was today. I was going to be at my sister's and use her landline for the long interview but came straight home and took my shower etc. Phone rang at four pm and.. I had to use my cell phone. that's what, ninety minutes gone from my rollover minutes. bummer.
OH well..is not like I talk to anyone anyway.
Interesting interview... telling why I need their help. "Because I spent most of my adult life drunk. " Why did you drink?" " I was sexually abused by a friend of the family" and " my siblings tried to beat the crap out of me on a regular basis".
"what stresses you out the most?" "Worrying about my teeth."
*sigh*
So... that's over. Next: evaluation in January.
work is sucking so bad. Boss is changing the menu and it's going to be even harder. I just want to tell him he's an inconsiderate ass. . He didnt' even ask me about the new menu. HE KNOWS I would say something about how hard it is to prep stuff right now... HE knows I will be working EVEN HARDER.
I asked him today if I could come in at seven M-F, and take the weekends off, since T. wants to work. He said he would have to have a talk with Timmy first. Because T. doesn't work as hard as I do.
Damnit, let me take the weekends off, and you train T., and do dishes/prep for a couple of days and see what a headache it is...and DON'T go sit down at your computer every five minutes. I've gotten you through TWO health inspections, up to a 98 from a 89; I've prepped the specials that bring in the lunch crowd that enables you to buy stuff on e-bay ..you owe me. You would say I owe YOU. Because I was unemployable when you hired me. But did I ever, ever let you down for one second? Have I not busted my butt every day I work?
And talk of a Christmas party? why on EARTH would I want to see you dysfunctional folk outside of my horrible job? If there is free pizza I might show up. But I can't imagine why I would want to see you all outside of work, I already see you all at meetings. I want to get the hell away from you.
guh
My poor sponsor says "GET another JOB! FAST!"
I agree.
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Love your blog and sense of humor. I agree with you and your sponsor on getting a different job. And if you were to volunteer your exceptional talents no doubt you'd meet someone special. Just sayin'. I hear you on spending time with the fellow slaves and slavedrivers. Staying away sounds like good mental health practice. Have fun, and best of luck!!
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