Couldn't do it.

Oh and I had the chance to ask. But I couldn't do it. Ok...so...turns out I'm a coward. I give myself one more chance: during the break between shows tomorrow. I'll have a couple of hours to ask her while we eat the scones and drink the espresso.
The phone thing is bugging me: she said if I changed my mind about riding with her tomorrow to email her before 12:30. I said I could not email her , as I'd be working. What is the deal with her not giving out her phone number?
She also talked about being "so fucked up in the head" right now...AND that her father is an alcoholic: in recovery.
I'm starting to see the light.
At any rate, tomorrow, if I don't ask her, I'll be the sorriest excuse for a human being there ever was and the opportunity may not arise for another seven months.