She wrote me back. About four sentences, a paltry submission, and I'm totally happy. How frustrating it is to be human and ruled by emotions. Well...I'm not ruled by my emotions but they sure do have their say. They sure do let me know they are unhappy when not around certain people...how on earth can I be as happy without her as I can with her?
Isn't that the 50,000 dollar question! How , other than using drugs or alcohol, can a person be as elated as I am when I am around her, when I'm alone?
UGH. I got my return email and it gives me nothing to go on and now I'm back at square one and I have to just let it go.
This is crazy. I am so glad I'll be on a plane sleeping most of the day tomorrow. Although, if I am on a plane and the plane has wifi, you KNOW I'll be duty bound to email her from the plane if only to say, "I'm on a plane emailing you! Isn't that cool!"
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