Sleepy.

I could go to sleep sitting up in this chair. Drowsy. *blink*
 Woke up this morning from a dream. In the dream I was working in a restaraunt (I think it was a Subway) with a bunch of other people, and when we were leaving work to go to the parking lot (by this time there are about fifty of us) (LOL) we are told by our crew leader (who is somewhat of a Brownshirt) that a tornado is on its way and we are all to go into this shelter.  The shelter was wood and tin and open on one side, but I made my way in and stood in a corner with my back to the wall.  In comes this chick I've been hot (in real life) for and she stands right in front of me as if to shield me from the storm.  Right before I woke up I was feeling overpowered with desire and went to put my arms around her and *poof!* the dream was gone.
 Probably because she's got a wife and I know better, even in my dreams.
did NOT wish to wake up though.
 Work wasn't too bad, it was fairly slow today and Lee was cooking, Steve had the day off. Well, Lee and Candi were cooking. Candi will be the relief cook when Steve needs a day off.
 *WEIRD*
But I got a lot of cleaning done. Lee was in rare form. Cantankerous.
 Got a letter from mom, she went on about the garden she's making surrounding her favorite dogs' grave, and then she went on about WWII and what it was like in Australia at that time.
 Air raids, black outs, etc.
Then she talked about my dead brother David and how he made the wrong choice and it killed him. (He had Aids and was doing CRANK and drinking and so his immune system was attacked on too many fronts).
 Yup, poor David, the only one in the family I could stand at all, had to go and croak. Fucker.
Now my mom is begging me not to drink so I can stay alive.  Well I wish I could find a good reason to be happy about staying alive. Mom did a pretty good number on me and made me feel like total shit growing up so, It's a hard job digging for something decent within.
 but I'll keep up the good fight.
got my Converse High Tops in the mail from ebay today.
they are black with pink trim and I'll have to post a pic.