I hope it's clear

I hope cl#3 is clear, it's not a date.
I've never dated anyone from this state and I don't intend to start now. We meet up at seven at BAM. I dread it. I hate that initial hour.
And it's most likely why I dont have any friends here yet, I don't try to cushion the blow. I am what I am. I'm rough around the edges, butch, but not diesel... just shaggy, sort of grunge these days.
I'd have been a great Nirvana fan.
Anyhow...yeah. We'll see how the two of us get along. She says she is a 'big girl'... short and round. I'm not tall but I'm not short, and def. not round.
She wears makeup, so I guess she can pass for straight here. I always fear meeting a femme for friendship. I'm afraid FOR them. That they will be seen with me and people will start to talk, and they WILL around here.
I'm sure she's a grown up and can decide for herself if she doesn't care about the rumor mill... but you can't be seen with me and not get labeled.
I'll spare her the leather I guess. *wishing I was in SF or Portland right now*