still no news

I still haven't heard from anyone concerning anything.
Not the theater, not voc rehab, not the jail.
I know I will hear from voc rehab at some point but ... what about the theater? I am going to have to go down there I guess.
I feel rejected. was really looking forward to it now I have to go down there and ask WTF?
And I'm working six days a week.. maybe I don't have time for theater anyway. Maybe I'll just go see the show.
Fuck it.
and I have this to look forward to in the morning:






I'm feeling kind of low right now. BUT I must remember:
DON'T QUIT THREE MINUTES BEFORE THE MIRACLE.

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I found a site on teh interwebz where you can watch movies for free: Hulu.com .
Of course you have to endure commercials, but they are not too bad. I just watched ED GEIN.
I admit it, I have an interest in true crime. I think I would have been an excellent forensics person, as I don't get grossed out by death and am in fact intrigued by it.
But of course, there are not that many people around that share my interests so I don't talk about it much.
I was pretty happy when I was working in the hospital and got to help out the funeral home guys by getting deceased patients out of the morgue onto the gurney to put in the funeral home vans.
Hilight of my job there, I'd say. But no one else was really all that happy to hear about it.
*sigh*
I don't know why I'm intrigued, I just am. I do wish I'd had someone in my life when I was young to point me in the right direction, I could have been a forensic anthropologist by now, happy and settled ...I don't guess that is going to happen now.
So, I'll just keep looking for any job that offers benifits and hope that one day within the next decade I can go back to school for something.
Here I am, surfing the web...