Waiting game

Just waiting. Waiting to hear from the jail about the job, waiting to hear about the hearing aids, waiting to hear about the theater. Thought I'd be in rehearsals by now.
 I want to give up and chuck it all in... I've called people, no one answers the phone, I leave messages..
I guess my higher power wants me to learn patience: extreme patience.
 My sponsor wants me to find another sponsor...because we never see each other, due to her having a husband to take care, she can't come to evening meetings, and I work six days a week, so I can't go to any meetings she goes to.
 I feel like I'm hemmoraging money... bills... but at least they are getting paid.
Warranty up on the computer in forty days. Should I extend it?
 For two hundred?
got an oil change for sixty bucks. Guy said my v-belts are a little cracked. Said I was low on brake fluid...and my brakes have been squeeling. That's another hundred plus..
 No word from my brother about the Cavalier. I should just buy this truck I guess.
Sitting in the la-z-boy, with the laptop, watching medical mysteries.
 Had a banana power bar. Want to buy SPORE but can't afford it.
I have a cantalope for breakfast.
I"d like to get some squash for dinner tomorrow.
 Life is as good as it can be right now. I'm ok.